The girl with the Red Pentax

The truth is that recently everything that’s wrong in my world can all be traced to me giving way too many F**ks about way too much crap. That stops now.

Also, I really need Napoli to win tonight.

when I’m bored and people aren’t tumbling enough to keep me entertained.

I originally wrote this a couple of years ago, B.K. (Before Kabul) and I ran across it tonight and realized that the person that wrote it is still here so I’m gonna rewind and start over remembering this:

I crossed out the things I don’t do anymore and added the new habits.

Email  (only when I have to not for fun like i used to).

Tumblr

Facebook (begrudgingly)

Texts From last Night

OverheardinNewYork.com

Thats it for my internet surfing. For news, I go outside the house and talk to people, I judge the crime rate in my neighborhood by who got robbed For the weather, I go outside To see whats going on in other parts of the world, I travel. For history, I take pictures. For company, I listen to music and/or read books. As for politics, I notice the rise and fall of the taxes I pay. For the economy I pay attention to the prices of my favorite wines. For advice, I look to those around me, people I actually know. For inspiration, I read and watch sunsets, play with children and take walks, and more music, read Paolo Coelho. For beauty tips, I look in the mirror and pick out the good things only. For health tips, I take a daily vitamin, try to moderate the amounts of junk I eat, and I drink lots of water, quit smoking and exercise at least 5 days a week. For investment of my money, I spend on books, travel, and music the rest I leave in the bank. I also donate through Kiva (which is easy and awesome). To figure out the latest trends- I just go by whatever makes me feel good that day. For fashion, I go on comfort. For gossip, I talk about people I know but are not my friends. For depression, grief and hearache, I call on my friends. I used to don’t know why I don’t anymore. For fun I write, read, laugh play Bejeweled Blitz. More than entertainment its things that calm me down. Fun eludes me right now. For making my dreams come true, I believe and I take actions that move me always closer to them. I was doing this and i’m fighting to get back there again. If you ask me how I live, I will always respond the same- I LIVE MY life and no one elses. THIS is still super true because after everything I’ve seen I can’t be anyone else even if I wanted to.

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